i dont why i m such a gr8 liar...
lied abt too many things to too many ppl...
dont even know wat i lied abt...
so confusin...
guess i just wan ppl to like me...
i cant be me...
i m too annoying...
i make fun... its all a lie...
i just hope tt i can be serious...
dont know wat is happenin...
i feel as if i m just floating...
if not for my fly...
i wld hav died a long time back...
i m afraid tt i m sinkin to depression...
i wish for a life just to hav a person
may it be a bf or a fren...
to talk to... spend my time with...
i dont know who is tt person...
i m yearning for tt person...
i just wan some1 to be there for me in times of need...
someone i cld really talk to...
ppl tt i m with hav their own lives...
i dont xpect them to spend their time with me...
i just wan a spontaneous person whom is a true n gd fren to me...
not surface frens...
too many ppl on sec skol just took advantage of me...
i feel tt i m doin the same in poly...
can somebody tell me if i m takin advantage to them...
i just wan to a low profile person who hav a fren or two...
this self-impose exile is killing me...
i m sinking too much into it...
my fly is always there for me...
but sometimes its hard to tell them how i feel...
they are sometimes too rigid minded...
dont know wat to do...
i just wan it...
a simple life with my fly n true frens...
PS: ppl who r reading this... pls dont be offended... i m not trying to imply tt u ppl r bad...
its just me... i m not myself this past few years... i m leaving a liers n faker life... i wan to open up... be myself...
Name: Shals
Age: 18
School: BMPS >> AHPS>> STC>> NYP
bday:13/12/1988
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i dont why i m such a gr8 liar...
lied abt too many things to too many ppl...
dont even know wat i lied abt...
so confusin...
guess i just wan ppl to like me...
i cant be me...
i m too annoying...
i make fun... its all a lie...
i just hope tt i can be serious...
dont know wat is happenin...
i feel as if i m just floating...
if not for my fly...
i wld hav died a long time back...
i m afraid tt i m sinkin to depression...
i wish for a life just to hav a person
may it be a bf or a fren...
to talk to... spend my time with...
i dont know who is tt person...
i m yearning for tt person...
i just wan some1 to be there for me in times of need...
someone i cld really talk to...
ppl tt i m with hav their own lives...
i dont xpect them to spend their time with me...
i just wan a spontaneous person whom is a true n gd fren to me...
not surface frens...
too many ppl on sec skol just took advantage of me...
i feel tt i m doin the same in poly...
can somebody tell me if i m takin advantage to them...
i just wan to a low profile person who hav a fren or two...
this self-impose exile is killing me...
i m sinking too much into it...
my fly is always there for me...
but sometimes its hard to tell them how i feel...
they are sometimes too rigid minded...
dont know wat to do...
i just wan it...
a simple life with my fly n true frens...
PS: ppl who r reading this... pls dont be offended... i m not trying to imply tt u ppl r bad...
its just me... i m not myself this past few years... i m leaving a liers n faker life... i wan to open up... be myself...